I need something new, like a change in my life. I’m not sure what i want that change to be yet though. A part of me wishes I was already an adult so I could live on my own and do what I really want to do, and the other part of me really doesn’t want to grow up at all. I hate this awkward teenage thing, and just wish to go back. Everything has felt so broken lately and I feel that I’m at such a vulnerable stage right now. Sorting out my emotions isn’t even an option anymore, I don’t know where I’m going or what to think of anything anymore. I’ll just see where each day takes me.